Archive for September, 2009
All my bags are packed, I’m ready to go..
Shutdown time at work. And I had such huge plans. Thanks to viral visitation, I’ve been stuck in bed for last 3 days. Finally leaving today for manali. Lets see if I get to see Leh or not.
Keepings fingers crossed.
If things go as planned, I shall see you all after oct 4. Otherwise would be here sooner and complaining.
4 comments September 27, 2009
Triangles, triangles
He loved her. Then he thought he didn’t. He met a new girl. He thought he was in love with her. But he wasn’t. Old girl cried. He went back to her. New one cried. He came back to her. Then he met another girl. he thought he was in love with her. And the circle continued.
His friend stayed behind and picked up the pieces. Old girl came and cried on his shoulder. He was in love with her. But he couldn’t tell her. He consoled her. He watched her fall. But he couldn’t warn her. He was a friend first, lover later.
She thought she was in love with him. But he broke her heart. Each time she thought he was gone, he came back. She cried in front of his friend. She fell for the friend. But he never said a word. She cried for the love never shared. He thought she cries for lost love. She stayed with old guy for she wanted to keep the friend. But friend never noticed.
He falls in love every month. Friend watches her and cries over love he never had. She mourns for love she can’t have.
This is the story of life.
7 comments September 23, 2009
Easy way out..
People have a tendency of taking easier ways out in life. Well, I do it too (at times). But is it okay?
When Life shows you a path and you just choose to wait til things fall in place. Are you being really honest? Do even deserve that path now?
Aren’t you supposed to make your own way in life?
You yourself are responsible for your actions and decisions. If you just sitting there and waiting for things to happen, you’ll be just sitting and life would be passing you by. Day by Day. Moment by moment.
People avoid taking hard decisions, esp the ones which affect their current comfortable ride. They would rather stay in two boats then choose one and be done with it.
Funny part is most people do this in their personal lives. How many moments do you lose like this? Have you ever thought about it? Do you realize while you are juggling different balls, some people might be getting affected?
Why do we do this? Is it because we are afraid of taking decisions? Or we are afraid of the hurt we might cause?
1 comment September 22, 2009
Your Story, My Story
Why is it that all of us are so obsessed with love stories? We are either busy trying to make one of our own or dissecting the ones our friends have or dreaming about having one or trying to sustain the one we have.
What is it that makes Love so attractive?
It’s just a high which hardly lasts more than few months. Yet we all crave it. We are ready to embrace all the pain we’ll get, just to feel good for few days..
What is it that you love about being in relationships or love stories??
For me, first few days of getting to know one another. The initial high, excitement – that does it. And the only ones where I have stayed are the ones which stayed exciting – in conversations and in silence.
Which one is your own favorite love story?
Are you waiting for it? or Are you still in it? or Are you done with it?
2 comments September 21, 2009
Come Undone
Who do you need? Who do you love?
When you come undone.
Sometimes all you need is someone to hold your hand and say it’s gonna be alright.
When suddenly during a laugh, your eyes go moist, someone to hold your glance and tell you that you are not alone in this.
When all you can imagine are worse scenarios, someone to hug you and just comfort.
Aarggh.. I’m nervous wreck today. Can’t tell anything to anyone. Can’t hold it in. It’s just killing me.
I hope this evening goes well. And world is brighter again tomorrow.
4 comments September 18, 2009
I give up..
I thought I could do it..
I thought it won’t hurt me..
I thought I was better than that..
But turns out I’m not.
Today I was scared..
Today I looked for you..
Today I needed you..
But you were missing.
You are busy consoling someone else
while I dealt with everything alone
Yes, You thought I was stronger
Yes, I thought that too
But both of us were wrong.
So now I sit here
staring at the door
wishing for it to open
wishing for you to walk in
But you didn’t
You changed your priority
It’s not me anymore
So I’m changing mine
It won’t be you anymore
I give up.
I give up on you.
I give up on us.
6 comments September 17, 2009
It’s really irritating..
..when you want to send some message to a person and your keypad refuses to agree with you. Esp when you want to give the other person a piece of your mind..
Aargh… I shall wait and remember the stuff I wanted to say and say it rudely and then argue over it..
Add comment September 16, 2009
some days..
..are just overwhelming..
When all you wanna do is run away.. or hide in some corner.. what do you do? How do you keep on smiling and go on?
4 comments September 10, 2009
There I go.. tagged again..
So here comes the tag again:
1 One
is happy me..
2 Two
can be a crowd or company.. upto u..
3 Three Things I can do unconditionally
Read, Eat and Dance
4 Four Things I am pleased to have
My Camera, My Parents, My friends and Brains 
5 Five Things high on my wish list
Trip across World, House by the beach, Credit Card with unlimited limit and someone else paying its bill, A school to run and my restaurant of course
6 Six singers/bands I like
Nirvana, GNR, Nickelback, Dido, Alanis, Chicago
7 Seven Things I don’t like -
Loads of people, heat, bad smells, weakness, politics in life, orange color, airplanes taking off
8 Eight things I love
Books, Dancing, spending time with kids, shopping, traveling, just lazing around, random conversations with friends, eating 
9 Nine Things I need currently
Bubble bath, hour long massage, new tv, new pillow, someone to finish my work, my best friends, beaches, chocolates, ice-cream
10 Ten movies/tv shows i recommend
LOTR trilogy, Notebook, Amelie, Jeux d’enfants, Schindler’s List, Allo Allo (TV Series), Faulty Towers (TV Series), Nuovo cinema Paradiso, Casablanca, The Pianist
11 My best football team
Depends on who’s playing. I switch loyalties with each match.
and I tag – Eric, shoonya and whoever feels like it.
6 comments September 2, 2009
