I give up..

September 17th, 2009 § 6 Comments

I thought I could do it..
I thought it won’t hurt me..
I thought I was better than that..
But turns out I’m not.

Today I was scared..
Today I looked for you..
Today I needed you..
But you were missing.

You are busy consoling someone else
while I dealt with everything alone
Yes, You thought I was stronger
Yes, I thought that too
But both of us were wrong.

So now I sit here
staring at the door
wishing for it to open
wishing for you to walk in
But you didn’t

You changed your priority
It’s not me anymore
So I’m changing mine
It won’t be you anymore

I give up.
I give up on you.
I give up on us.

§ 6 Responses to I give up..

Eric Wilde says:

September 18, 2009 at 1:26 am

There may be a conflict with Friday. Let me check. Will Thursday work?

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- Another Dreamer says:
  
  September 18, 2009 at 1:28 pm
  
  yup.. lets mk it thursday
  
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Brinda says:

September 17, 2009 at 11:43 pm

hmm…happens. sometimes we are the ‘someone else’ and sometimes ‘someone else’ happens to us. As you say, its all about shuffling priorities to match the ones of the other person. btw…we are all stronger than we think we are….cause we survive! we get over and get going!

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- Another Dreamer says:
  
  September 18, 2009 at 5:28 pm
  
  Yup.. We are the survivors.. We get up and move on..
  
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Eric Wilde says:

September 17, 2009 at 10:11 pm

Want a hug?

I’ll be in Noida during the week of Oct 5. If you want to hook up for a dinner or something please let me know now. My evening schedule is starting to fill.

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- Another Dreamer says:
  
  September 17, 2009 at 10:21 pm
  
  Thanks for the hug
  How about Friday for dinner?
  
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